September 2009
R.I.P. Blackberry ;(
Yes it’s true. My blackberry is broken.
I have to wait 5 days until the new one arrrives. I hope my cousin brings me here spare phone because I really need some kind of communication device or I might just die.
I know I’m weird but I really can’t function right when I don’t have a phone that works with me.
Besides that I had a nice time tonight watching Amy...
Cliche eh...possibly
so im pretty sure my day was probably the worst day ever.
1)i couldn’t find the shoes i wanted to wear. had to settle for ones that didnt even go.
2. I left kind of late so i almost was late for school.
3) when i got to school my friends that i usually sit with werent there so i had to sit with my other friend then i felt like i was being ignored by one of them.
4) had to sit with only...
So Close But Far Away
I think about him at the most strangest of times. He makes me feel happy and sad all at the same time. i wonder if maybe someday He would touch me like just once, like a friendly hug at least. it doesnt bother as much as it used to when I was too deep in it last year. its funny how things can change over the course of just a few months. I love him as just a friend now and that is all that matters...
I'm Cali Bound...
i think its about time that i see if i can really take all this stuff that keeps happening in my life. i mean this stress because of my mom’s baby daddy drama and the restless nights that im having is really bothering me. i wish that i could just move away from here. maybe to cali, where i know that all this wont be a probably. what do you guys think?
BEST WEEKEND ;-D
This weekend was quite possibly the best weekend ever in the history of awesome weekends. Haha I spent it with a lot of my family. Because well it was my family’s (mother’s side) family reunion. I can only think of one word that could explain how much fun I had this weekend. And the word has to be:: EPIC! Haha sorry about that but I was too excited about that. I think I’ll do it...
this weekend = LOVE (:
so i pretty much won’t be able to do a good blog for a while due do the fact that i have family reunion. so for now i’m just gonna say that i’m having a good day so far. the first thing we are doing is heading out to the safari park to have some fun. (well not really cuz i’m chaperoning little twerps) haha i offered so i guess it’s not so bad. i’m sad that my...
forensics is the highlight of my day :)
believe it or not i’m like loving this year. I know it’s only in the second week but gosh darn it! I love it already. I’m letting go of something that was holding me back and now I can really focus on what I want to do. Ah…I love my forensics (csi) i class that I have. Today we went to the library so that we could do our research for our powerpoint presentations. i know it...
finding it hard to smile
i think i might have something to do after school besides coming home. it doesnt help me get over him. it just makes me think about him more. i realize now that i never had a chance so i made the decision so that i wouldnt be hurting. but all i did was hurt myself more. im really finding it hard to bring a smile out on my face. the music thats playing is just background music and i cant even move...
