The title pretty much says it all but here’s what happened today in Government. I was taking my chapter 10 test and we get to use our notes. But somehow my lumberjack santa looking teacher always seems to put stuff on it that we never even went over anywho while I’m trying to decipher the answer on these really hard question some idiots(one behind me and one beside the girl behind me) decide to talk and smack gum and irritate me the whole damn time. I fucking hate them both. I really want to make a complaint but damn I don’t wanna be that girl. I really don’t want to be.
It just really pisses me off when I can’t even focus long enough to try to even get a good grade on a test. Mind you that these two always are talking and always get called on and never do their work but it makes it even worse when I can’t even focus long enough to get what my teacher is saying…more importantly passing my test.
I fucking hate those people. It really makes me MAD!!!! I wish he would just make them both get out of the class. My point is “Stupid people make me fail miserably”. It’s a true fact.
I need to start getting some sleep in or I need to go visit my doctor because this is really starting to get ridiculous. I sleep but it’s like I’m not sleep at all and then right when I feel like I’m actually sleep that’s when I have to get up. It’s really starting to piss me off. I might be suffering from insomnia but I don’t think that’s what is wrong. Has anyone experience this before? I really need to know, because if you have I would really love if you would let me know how you got over it. Or even if you haven’t?
I’m making my own advice website. I’m almost done with it. I will be putting the link up soon. :) I really hope to help people in this world. It would be really awesome if people wanted me to help them out. :)
So this isn't a normal text message coming from your best friend. I've been thinking a lot since I started and now finished reading this book called Deadline and you know when I think its never too good. So bare with me, don't reply back until I say so. Anyways as I got to the end of it I realized the inevitable that we are going our separate ways and well I'm not sure how I feel about it. I didn't just start thinking about while reading it it was actually while I was talking to my friend Mahenoor on AIM and we were talking about your prom and everything. I just realized then that you're more to mean than you realize I think. Who knows maybe I'm wrong maybe you know it to. Before you think about it no I'm not about to confess my undying love to you that's not even close. Of course I do love you you are my best friend. But I feel like its more than that now I feel like your my family and usually sure that Means that you could be considered my brother but no I don't think so you're just like my lifeline in a way. I can't really explain it but yeah its bad that I've been thinking too much. SOrry if this is too much for you to handle. I just wanted to let you know how much you mean to me.
Haha wow that is alot... I love you too by the way.. Um we are going our seperate ways soon... But i'll always keep in touch and txt you or call you everyday... I'll make time for it and you are my family i never saw you as a friend you were my family all along :D
Damn it Perez you have me almost crying over here. I told you my mind was a bad place to be at someplace those texts were living proof haha. :P
Aww dont cry hunnie bee!
Haha I'm not I held them back. I'm bout to sleep, I just had to get out those emotions they were built up for a few days. I love you buddy :D
Aww okay.. I love you too :p
Now thats who i call my best friend. :
) Who wouldn't want him as a best friend? He's so awesome.
Im afraid of many things these days.
Im up constantly worry about everyone not even myself anymore.
Im really afraid of losing my friends because they are really all i have in reality.
I can hide behind the books, journals, and music but it’ll still remain the same.
Im afraid of whats gonna happen.
Im really afraid.