@Bestie (if she doesn't know that is her im gonna...
Now i think im gonna keep that message in my ask forever. There is no way im ever gonna respond to it. I love it that much. Johnny needs to get here though for reals!
I feel so unloved right now. >.
Fix it, please?
I was at work which i just got off of and i was working on the computer trying to find out the churches around my area for my supervisor when this guy walks in. I must say he was extremely cute. And so i say hi and he just looks shaken when he looks at me. So it takes him a moment to figure what he wants to say and then after i tell him that my boss will be back by the time he said he gives me a...
Waking up from a really good dream only to realize its never gonna be like that ever between you and your ex really pisses me off. I officially hate my subconcious mind. -.- What a ‘wonderful’ way to start a day! My sarcasm is so livid right now. …
Lost the meaning of our stay Learn to live another day Doubt the choices that we’ve made I know that we can’t hide our shame It’s only in disguise Drowning in our own debris Fool our thoughts as through we’re free Close our eyes so we can see The depth of all we need to be If only in my eyes I don’t mind- make the writing on the wall Mother cries-...
It sucks when you don’t have anything small enough so you can eat lunch. You have to scrounge for change just to get something like a bag of chips. At the moment i didn’t even have enough for that. Its so sad, really. :(
pinkly-sevenfold: bloodstainedshirt-seductivesmile: And I still love you more than ever. It still feels like it’s not real, like you aren’t really gone. Jimmy, you’ll be in my heart foREVer. foREVer. <3
I’m stuck in this bed you made Alone with a sinking feeling I saw through the words you said To the secrets you’d been keeping It’s written upon your face All the lies how they cut so deeply You can’t get enough you take and take and take and never say No, You gotta get it inside You push it back down You push it back down No, you’ll never get it inside...
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My mom is the only one around me that asked what FoREVer means. I told her about it before but i guess she disregarded it. Lets not ever forget about him. He rocked our lives and im sure he’s gonna continue to do so even in the afterlife. Missing you REV. Forever
Losing my only dream I can use some guiding...
I really don't know how im going to react if...
Im already on the verge of tears but im trying to stay calm enough to get through my classes. -sigh- Talk to you all later
Facebook Vs. Tumblr -- Linkin Park Version.
andcorinnesaid: liftmeupletmego: x-vegasbaby: Someone I don’t know adds me on Facebook: Someone I don’t know follows me on Tumblr: Someone writes on my Facebook wall: Someone writes in my Tumblr ask box: Lose a friend on Facebook: Lose a follower on Tumblr: Error on Facebook: Error on Tumblr: hahahha!!! I LOVE THIS!!!!! THIS.
All this specialtion not only on Tumblr but also in just what I hear people say around me has really just made me feel like I needed to talk about this. There isn’t just one kind of beautiful, or handsome, or sexy. It’s all over and everywhere. Everyone is beautiful, handsome, and sexy. Although you may not agree with me yet just hear me out. What you may think of me might be...
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druaddams: My favorite midget on this planet. He’s too cool for this world, and is the small package good things come in♥
At my aunt's.
Using her computer to do all of my online assignments. Expect a rant from me about something that has been on my mind for awhile before I leave. Hope everyone is having a good day. Leave question, comments, rants in my ask if you so desire.
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:) Thank you.
A lot of stuff. I don’t really want to talk about it. -.-
So my laptop broke last night so the odds of me doing anything that requires the internet is pretty slim until my mini laptop comes in. I hate being deprived of a laptop at all. I will try to post a bit though from my phone as im doing now. Today is being seriously terrible to me by the way. Its really not a good day.
Sitting in an empty room trying to forget the past
I can never have money for myself. I swear it pisses me off so much when she always begs for my money. Im so pissed off that i feel like i want to cry. I should have used my money and got me a place. It would have so much better. Even if she is giving it back to me i just hate this. Today is going to be a bad day i can already feel it.
murderbornofvengeance94: fictionsymphony: When life leaves us blind Love keeps us kind It keeps us kind When you suffered enough And your spirit is breaking You’re growing desperate from the fight Ever since Chester said this song was like a letter to his kids I’ve loved it even more I know what you mean. It’s one of my favorites. :) I can’t stop listening to it.
When life leaves us blind Love keeps us kind It keeps us kind When you suffered enough And your spirit is breaking You’re growing desperate from the fight
Be back in a bit once I finish reading all these updates that I need to read. I swear I have too many tabs opened, but I’m enjoying LP right now too so that’s fine. :D
A7X Spam Pt.4 - The Rev, or St. Jimmy
druaddams: The Plague we all pray to. foREVer
Listening to 'A Thousand Suns'...
So far I’m really loving this album. :) If you have already listened to it, which I’m sure most of you have, what’s your favorite song or lyric?
Secret #20: The older I get, the less I care.
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I’ve been seriously on the go since the moment I got out of church. I’ve been to Walmart, Borders, Gamestop, and to the hospital to see my aunt. It’s been a very weird day for me. The sun was killing me but I’m glad I didn’t stay outside all day. I got Linkin Park’s new album, I haven’t listened to it yet…I’m putting it on iTunes right...
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Going to see my auntie who is in the hospital. She had surgery last week.
I honestly want to bawl my eyes out right now.
It may seem so little that im upset by why she said to me but it hurts a lot. I hate feeling like this and i know that im gonna want to tell her off but i can’t because i know she’s gonna yell at me more for it. I just really wish i could stay closed in my room all day and never come out but i can’t because we are about to go to church soon. I’ll just be really sad all...
I really don’t wanna hear “You’re ass has gained weight” this early in the morning. It doesn’t help build my self confidence at all. Im aware that im not the smallest person in the waist but it sucks that your own mother calls you out on it. My morning just turned terrible. :(
I went to the movies with one of my best friends and it was pretty cool. First we went to see Easy A and that movie i highly recommend you go see it, its amazing and really funny, Emma Stone is so funny and i just love her. After we saw that we decided to watch another movie so we also saw You Again and if it wasn’t for the people next to us who laughed extremely too much i probably would...